Monday, January 25, 2010

unsettled

I am a different person inside than out.
well maybe from the neck down
cringing at candids
disposing of all evidence
never thinking people can see me
sharper than HD television
in front of their eyes
I cannot delete unflattering poses
I cannot crop and color correct
wish I could hide behind a profile
but everyone has to come out sometime
can I have everyone stand to my right
that is my best angle
and you must not sit while I am standing
views from below are always the worst ones
dreaming of an unadjusted reality
where the insides and the outsides
hold hands
and act like they like each other